dracolithe

I had one weird dream last night...why are thwe weirdest all ways the coolest ones
Anyway, for the past...well...as long as I can remember, all of my dreams consist of me being chased in a world thats been overun by something and im all by myself, most of the time its zombies.
Well I had a dream last night that I was in leicester with my boyfriend and my brother and his friends showed up, now my brother doesn't know that I have a boyfriend nor does he know im gay so I tried to hide but he found me anyway and we ended up in my b/f's house. Whilst in the house I found some photo's in his mum's wardrobe of him...weird photo's and I questioned him about it and he couldn't tell me why they were taken or who took them. The next thing I remember was being in a world full of monsters and I was with a group of friends and my b/f. I had just been captured by some people and we were gonna be locked up, knowing this I slipped a knife in to my sock. Suddenly as we were ebing made to go inside a building there is this big banging over and over, like footsteps. All the people agree to become friends again and destroy what was coming. I ran down smoe stairs and on to a field to find nothing but a little girl who told me "they're coming". I looked behind me to find lots of monsters wearing white masks and then everyone started fighting them. I pulled out the knife from my sock and I wasn't fighting monsters, they had all disappeared. I was slicing up my friends chests and stomachs.

Anyone else had some weird dreams lately?

I bought two rats yesterday ^_^
They rockith!
Named them twilight and dusk in the end.
The shopkeeper said they were gay....but then again he also said they were male...erm...no.

Me and my band will soon be recording a few of our songs and sending them to record companies hoping to get signed.

Been feeling kinda down lately and I have no idea why.

she shines
in a world full of ugliness
she matters when everything is meaningless

fragile
she doesn't see her beauty
she tries to get away
sometimes
it's just that nothing seems worth saving
i can't watch her slip away

i won't let you fall apart

she reads the minds of all the people as they pass her by
hoping someone can see
if i could fix myseld i'd-
but it's too late for me

i wont let you fall apart

we'll find the perfect place to go where we can run and hide
i'll build a wall and we can keep them on the other side
...but they keep waiting
...and picking...

it's something i have to do
i was there, too
before everyhting else
i was like you







Im sure to write a poem later whilst being inspired by this

My gun is pumping - you're down on your knees
A closer step to death
I think I'm coming, are you ready to recieve
I spray you full with my killer disease

I'm coming inside, I'll break you down
Your end of your life
I stole your soul, I'm in control
I just made you mine

It's the end of the line
You're broken to pieces
Crushed by the facts
It's the end of the line
It's not what it supposed to be
How could this be

Face the enemy and meet reality
How could you be so blind
Now you're lasting death it controls your mind
Suffering years ahead

I came inside
I broke you down
I ended your life
I stole your soul
I was in control
and I made you mine

It's the end of the line

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
Freya found a cool dress I wanted, it was about £70 but has been reduced to £10 WOO
Last night by dad said "I need you to work tommorow for me" and even if I did say I was ill (which I am) he wouldn't have believed me so I snuck out at about 02:30 and met up with antony at the town center.
We walked about a mile to garage just to buy a milkshake.
We then walked up a really creepy dark alley (hahaha jitty)
where we ended up at a bridge going over a motorway named the banana bridge for it's shape. It looked so cool, like something out of a ghost story. It'll probably be our other sitting down place other than the graveyard.
Soon after sitting we left and headed towards the town center again which on the way we discoverd the pirate police!!!
oooooooooooohhhhhhhhh
So anyway, we were walking by the town center and we suddenly heard this banging from right behind us (despite nothing was there) and it began to get louder until, as antony put it "It sounded like a fucking war drum to me!" so we ran...very fast....it was scary
We got to ant's house at asbout 04:00 and Trisha was on so we watched a bit of that before we went to bed.
So anyway, i'm at home now and my dad's going to kill me when he gets in
bye bye!